Mommy's Diary by Ben Pathen

you would give to a child at such a young age that wanted to remain a baby. He obviously wasn't an adult baby then. I suppose you could say he was a child baby or a pre-teen baby? Although he is twenty years older than me, almost old enough to be my father, I see nothing manly about him at all. All I see is a child that needs the love and comfort only a Mommy can give. For Phillip, it is the love and comfort a Mommy gives to her baby that he so loves and makes him so happy. This is not some occasional age play game that we indulge in from time to time, it is real and continuous. “I treat Phillip like a baby all the time, it is what he wants and what I want and need.” As a baby, Phillip plays with toys in his playpen or in his crib and as he plays with his toys, he is completely engrossed and in the main, is oblivious to whatever else is going on around him. He is no different to any child in that respect. He has the comfort of his pacifier in his mouth and his diapers and knowing that for me, he is just a baby and that I love him as a baby. Phillip is a very good baby when it is time for his feed (and he only takes liquids from a real baby’s bottle) or time to be spoon fed in his highchair. There are no tantrums as you sometimes get from a real infant. He does exactly as he is told. Phillip loves everything about being treated as a baby, so will go out of his way to make sure I am happy with his behavior. Even when I tell him it is time for his bath at five pm and soon time f